SUI GENERES

dropped :]

2010-08-01T07:22:00.000-07:00

RAMDOM: We passed the thesis final defense. I marched at our graduation day. I said my goodbyes to my good friends who decided to leave our town. Enjoyed the gimiks and hang outs with friends after our graduation. I cried, cried a thousand times. Reminisced the moments when I was still a student everytime i'm alone. Trapped. Begged. Prayed. Pawned. Dropped. Died. -- and now im back again. :]

-- crap?? i know. :/

Nothin'

2009-10-12T18:33:00.000-07:00

Yey, done with the photo thingy. Today is our Final Exams and I haven't checked my notes yet. I'm too lazy to do that, [I actually don't have any notes to read/review on] waah, weak. Anyway, yesterday or was it the other day [i dunno], so here.. I was listening to Boyzone's song "Love me for a reason" using my friend's laptop when my guy friend asked me if I already knew the latest news about Boyzone and I said no. So he told me that one of their members passed away, and I was liek "oh really?, I didn't know that." He wanted me to check the yahoo to verify coz he said nakita lang nya raw dun, so i did and yah it was true, Stephen Gately passed away. I wasn't really a big fan of them, but hey I love their songs. I guess my friends didn't know about this yet, they actually dont care. It is really a sad fact that he's gone, they were very famous back in the 90's and I guess even today. I still sing their songs. Hmmm. Again, that's life, we can never really tell what's gonna happen today, tomorrow or even in the future.---

On the other hand, I wasn't able to watch PBB last night. eeer, hate it. I'm so a big fan of this show, as in. Alaaab this season, nakakatuwa, nakakatawa. Very iba sa nakaraang mga seasons ng PBB. My friends even watch this show, wahahaha. We always talk about them esp Melai [the kenkoi sa bahay], lols we can't help it. Tsaka, super daming twists, that's why I don't want to miss any episode kasi it feels like parang kulang yung gabi ko everytime hindi aku nakakawatch. Hahaha, see? That's how Pbb affects my life. Bongga..--

--1st semester is almost over, 3 more days to go and yehheeey I'm free [we're free]. Gaaad, I've been waiting for this. hahaha. I wanted to have a vacation to another place [not in abroad] and I think this is now the right time. Ahoi, wonder what place I'm going to invade. Ayeey. And, and I can feel now the spirit of Christmas, the bells are ringing, xmas lights are everywhere and gifts, gifts, gifts..boy would I love to receive gifts. Aw, santa claus is coming to town. arf,arf, . -- :)

fun, fun, fun :)

2009-10-01T04:20:00.000-07:00

Howdy. Gaad, I miss blogging and so as my blog. Jeez, it's been really quite awhile since I did my last post [2months, ait?] Well, again..I was sooo very busy in my real world that I couldn't even check my friendster, multiply and other sites that I was into [except facebook, I luv it/all my friends are there even the people I watch on tv.] haha. My notes of the day were filled of schedules that should be prioritized. Eer, but now, I'm back with loads of stuffs to share, yah. I gathered some of the pictures in my flash disk. So here are some of the highlights of what I did during those times that I was away.. *smile :)

My friends joined the Poetry contest, I was actually part of it as the sidekick of the devil but then I decided to back out coz I realized that acting is not really really my forte. haha. It was fun though. :)

These were the games during our University Days. Volleyball and basketball are the games that we really loe to watch and the other five pix were the fun and frolics held at our basketball court. :)

Taken during the opening of our University days. It isn't obvious that we love to take pictures everywhere, ait? haha.

Parteeey is <333, no one hates it, no one in the group dares to hate parteey. LCO [League of Campus Organization] Night, everybody enjoyed the night, we tried our best to shake our booties and dance with the music..;)

'em serious :[

2009-07-31T02:20:00.000-07:00

Thesis, eh?? :D

I've been very busy these past few days that is why I was not able to update my blog. Well, I'm too busy doing my thesis since I'm already in my 4th year in college. Things are really not the same anymore because this time I need to be more serious in my studies. Unlike before, I always cut in my classes and do some crappy things.

Like hello?, I wanna graduate so I have to avoid temptations. Haha, yeah. As what Ms. Lasala our adviser in Research Methodology said we have to control ourselves everytime we're in front of our computers. Checking our friendster & facebook account, playing dota and any other online games and logging in any active forums are just a waste of time and she was right. Wew, but now I'm here. Gaad, I can't afford not to post anything here.

Anyway, later we're going to my friends house to spend an overnight there because we really have to finish the 2 chapters of our thesis. This coming wednesday will be the proposal of our research ['em sooo scared] and if we're not going to pass it or the panelist will not let us to continue our study then obviously we have to find another title [which is the hardest thing to do] and heck we have to start all over again. Soo, I guess i'll be out again in the internet world for a week. Oooh, that's soo paken shit. ;)

gabebondoc is moi new addiction :]

2009-07-15T01:23:00.000-07:00

He is Gabe Bondoc, a youtube star. Grabee he's so asteeeg, a good singer, has a very nice singing voice. 'Em soooo into his songs and musiccc. Actually, last week ku lan nalaman taht he exists [lol] through Ini's [an ftalk member] fsaccount. When I was reading some stuffs there nakita ko ung ytvid ni gabe sa profile ni Ini. I was liek, sinu 'to? then I clicked teh play button there I heard his voice. Gaaad, nagulat aku dun @ naamaze sa ganda ng boses nya, so I browsed all his vids in youtube and subscribed to his channel. I listened & watched all his 56 videos. Haaay, natameme aku ng bunggang-bungga. Almost all his videos have some positive reactions from teh viewers. I lurve his version of Girl on TV by LFO and his own composition THE TWITTER SONG, i listened to it pur lyk mor than 10 times. I also lurve his version of A WHOLE NEW WORLD, where u can do a duet wiht him [haha, taht was cute]. Ganun kaganda yung boses nya. He's really a youtube star. Uie, di lan xa magaleeng kumanta, he's also a damn cute hot guy. The way he strums his guitar and teh way he sings, gosh it can melt every girls heart. I think he's a Fil-Am coz some of his pictures in his real [i guess] myspace account eh me kasama xang mga Fil-am din. Oh well, I just hope taht he'll get in teh Hollywood or join in American Idol coz he's really a great singer wiht a very nice soft singing voice. Me lalalabs Gabe Bondoc pur reals. :D

Subscribed to his Channel: Gabe Bondoc

moi pren :]

2009-07-01T02:11:00.000-07:00

OCHIXS & CHAM

Eeer, taena namimiss ku na ang lalaking kasama ku jan sa pic. 3 weeks ago na rin kasi mula nung huli ku/nameen xang makita. Tsk, he left pur manila nung June 14 d'day after my special day [naks] & I guess he'll stay there pur good na . Taz thru text lang xang ngpaalam sameeng mga kaibigan nya,tsk.

His txt:"Gudbye butuan ug mga higala/friends. Tenkyu pur d prenship. Kita kits next time".

Expected nmn nameen ang pag-alis nya kya lang I never really thought na it would be so hard for us to think na he can no longer be with us everytime may trip ang grupo. Kakagraduate lang nya nung March & we were all so apie pur him xe aman @last [pur 8yrs in college grumaduate din xa] bwahahaha. Sayang talaga di kamiee nakapagprepare ng isang bonggang tipar pur him naks. Namimiss ku na tlga xa ng subraa, [yung mga inuman session,jamming session, mga tuksuhan, nightswimming]. Idol ko xa kase galing nyang maggitara tsaka marami na rin xang bandang nasalihan. Dami kong naipung memories wiht him na kailanman eh di ku kakalimutan [andrama ku, tulo sipun]. Haha. Dods san ka man sa Las Pinas naun sana okei ka, magtiwala ka lan ke bro, pasasaan ba't makakahanap ka rin ng regalo sa pasko [bangag aku pacenxa]. Sana sa susunod nating pagkikita eh kulot ka pa rin, wag na wag kang papastreyt kundi kakalbuheen kita ng bunggang-bungga! Uie, close kameee? lol. Ewan, anggulo na ng mga pinagsasabi ku. Basta mheen, we lalalalabs u pur reals. (kiss ku apeeng beh). Till here, see yah wen I see yah. :]

Sumthin' :]

2009-06-17T02:48:00.000-07:00

I dunno waht to put on. Basta ewan, ang alam ku lang meron akung gustong ipost na di ku naman malaman kung anu. Ahooo. Neiwei, andito aku naun sa sweetbee.cum, isa sa mga asteeg na netfyuterkape dito sa place namin. Im wiht my paken friends, galeng lang kami sa walang kakwenta-kwentang general assembly ng department nameen [ahaha]. Actually, di naman xa walang wenta, kamee yung mga walang wenta dun, nagkalat na naman xe yung grupo nameen. Ewan ku bah lagee na lang kameeng nagkakalat kahit san kami magpunta kaya sumtimes napagkakamalan kaming mga sira ang ulo xe nga bigla-bigla na lang tumatawa [todo max] kahit ala namang nakakatawa. Ey, yun nga andun kami sa asembling yun, nabooringan kami ng subra, eh xi naman andaming mga nirereport na mga bagay na wala naman kaming paki [deadma]. Taz, yun na nafeel guro ng mga officers ng dept. namin na meju wala nang nakikinig sa mga pinagsasasatsat nila, pinamigay na nila yung mga snaks nameen [ na labnalab ng lahat, ahaha]. Puteek, kala ku fudgee bar yun pala lemunskwer lang yung snaks tsaka me funchum pa na pantulak [as usual..walang pinagbagu, di pa rin umaasensu]. Ang nakakatuwa, eh reklamu kami ng reklamu sa snaks tas hingi naman kami ng hingi [eh sa mga hunghang talaga kami, anung magagawa namin..diba?] @ exactly 5pm natapos yung asembling yun, tas yun na nga we decided to go here sa sweetbee.cum. Wala naman akung maisip na isearch [nag.eptok lang aman aku]. Taenang mga friends kung etu, baliw na baliw sa boys uber plawers. Nanuod ng advance episode sa youtube. Aku naman di naku interested xe napanuod ku na yun bagu pinalabas sa Abs, Sa KBS World Channel. Hahaha. Dati aku adeek dun, tas naun sila aman! Ayun, yun lang pu. Sa uulitin!

Atlast :)

2009-03-19T02:16:00.000-07:00

Namiss ko 'tong blog ko ah..Haay, medyo matagal-tagal na rin nung huli akong nagpost dito. Well, sa mga panahong di ko to napagtuunan ng pansin, eh sa ibang bagay naman nakatuon yung aking pansin. Hehe. Uh yah, sobrang daming nangyari these past few months, days, chuchuchu. Last week lang, naging busy ako sa pag-aasikaso sa sunod-sunod kong mga reports sa Calculus, Theology, Operating System, at Abstract Algebra. Haay, grabe talaga muntik na akong sumuko sa sobrang pagod at hirap ng mga dapat kong gawin. Mahirap siyempre kasi apat na reports ba naman na nangyari lang in the span of 1 week? Futek. Pinepressure kasi ako maxado ng mga Instructors ko, sows, kala talaga nila sobrang talino namin at maxado nila kaming pinapahirapan. Kaya medyo umiwas-iwas muna ako sa mundo ng internet. Haha, though sa ibang forums aktibo pa rin ako at siyempre sa fs. Naging worth it naman yung mga hindi ko pagtulog sa tamang oras (na dahilan kung bakit naging insomiac na ako naun), mga perang nagastos ko, mga oras na inilaan ko sa paggawa ng mga yun, yung mga panahong gabing-gabi na ako nakakauwi na siyempre pa me kasamang bulyaw from my parents na ewan at di ko alam kung bakit di nila yun maintindihan. Ay basta, satisfied ako sa naging outcome nung mga reports ko. Dito na lang muna at mejo nanonose bleed na ako sa tagalog. Tarush. :)

Sa dihang NahiguGma koH by chui

2009-01-09T19:39:00.000-08:00

CHUI & CHAM

first day nko sa tabuan,nakaila nko ang lalaki skong damgo!ang iyang pangalan LOVELY!!!hai.makainlove ju ang iyang panagway.kung magtakilid murag si piolo,magtalikod sam.og sa dihang muatubang nah...no comment nlNG...hahai.

2nd day...
nagkaamigo mi.ug sa iyang bro na si arvin.storya2 gamay didto sa mangitngit ug mabugnaw hong dapit.

3rd day...
nainlove na diay ko kang bulak!pirting paita.wla ko naanad!nalipay ko nga naguol ug wa ko kasaud sko buhaton!.....love na diay toh?

4th day...
nagkita npd mi sa tabuan.gisingot sya akong giariglar!wla ko ksaud nagselos na iyang kuya nga si arvin...ug sa dihang love triangle na daw nih.perting lisoda nagtagu-tago mi ni lovely.love nko sya.love ko niya.naghigugmaay ming duha!hai pastilan lang ni iya kuya ui.muapil-apil man ipamugos!hai.wla lage ko kgusto niya

5th day...
kami njuid ni bulak.f..gisugot nako sya sa holy redeemer na simbahan ug ang first date namo sa capitol!hay..perti akong kalipay...mura kog ni-abot sa langit...hay....naglambing-lambing man ui....ingun ani d.i ning gitawag nila nga date???..xure ui..

6th day...
nisimba meh...ug nanga-on mi og kwek2...hay....naghinungitay mi..naulaw ko oy.basin unya mahagbong ako marpel kaulaw......pero nalingaw man hinuon xa..paita pud ui....nka postura raba ko .....wala mi ngdahum ni lovely si arvin d.i naglantaw-lantaw sa amu.....perting sweeta raba namu ..amigason na hapit..ug nilabay si arvin sa among tungod..wala ko kasayod sa akong buhaton..murag gikumot akong dughan sa iyahang reaksyon...si lovely wala na kalihok.hala ui...nigahe nman iyang papangig ug ngkurog2 na iyahang tuhod...hay naglibog na gayud ko..

7th day...
nag-atubangay mi tulo.ako,lovely ug si arvin!pero ako kasayud koh nga si bulak rjud ako love!hahai gugma jud ai.nasuko pag-ayo c arvin sko!wla ko kasaud sko buhaton no comment ko sa iya love.kang bulak rjud koh!ai ambot wla ko kasaud.gugmang hubag ang mainlab labhag!!!mao na ni ako problema krn madaam...kinsa man akong pilion?ang kapikas skong kasingkasing oh ang tao nga gauros-uros ang gugma pra knako???pls tabangi koh.nglibog njud koh!!!

by:chui

Waiting..:)

2008-11-24T19:20:00.000-08:00

I used to read a lot of romantic novels when I was a pre-teen. While my classmates read about the mystery adventures of Nancy Drew and the Hardy Boys, I was into the passionate love stories of Mills and Boons. The storyline would always be the same. A modest-looking office girl would cross paths with an average guy who's overly "arrogant and cynical." (That's how I learned those words at a young age). They can't stand each other's guts but ofcourse the reader knows it's just romantic tension. A final, big conflict happens that would seem to end their relationship forever. But the man realizes that he's inlove with the woman so he runs after her. Only then does the woman discover that her average man is actually a wealthy and important guy. And that the events that led to their breakup were but a series of misunderstandings. The man and woman end up each other's arms and live happily ever after. Even if the plot never changed from book to book, do you know what I'd do every time I got to the part were circumstances seem to conspire against the two lovebirds? I'd jump a few dozen pages forward and read the ending. And then I'd go back to my original page and finish the book.

Why do I do that? Because I'm impatient. I can't wait to find out how it ends so I jump the gun. An attitude like that doesn't do much harm when you're just reading a book. But when it comes to real life, being impatient and running ahead of God's perfect timing can have disastrous consequences.

I'm one person who believes that the Lord has ordained certain times and seasons for everything. A baby needs nine months in his mother's womb and being born prematurely brings on complications. You can't pull out an emrging butterfly from it's cocoon or else you'll creep its wings for life. Hurrying a fruit to rippen doesn't make it as sweet as when it does so on its own.

Life has its seasons and we need to learn to respect them. Still, one of the hardest thing God has asked me to do is to wait.

To wait for him to speak.
To wait for His plan to unfold in my life.
To wait for a long overdue answer to prayer.

Often, when God asks us to wait, it seems like a waste of time. "Nothing's happening, Lord!" we wan't to cry out.

But I read a story about potters in Japan that changed my perspective on waiting forever. The story goes that after molding the clay, experienced potters put the vessels on shelves and keep them there for some time before putting them in the fire. This stage is called "resting the clay." They do this to allow the air trapped in the clay to escape. But the inexperienced potters, out of impatience or lack of knowledge, would shortcut this process and immediately put the vessel inside the furnace. When they do, the bubbles in the clay expand with the heat and burst out, causing the vessel to be deformed.

So you see, God has a purpose for our waiting. He's actually preparing us so that when it's time for us to move on, we won't crack under pressure. Now, if could only jump to end of my story.

Mega fanatic, me??

2008-09-22T03:32:00.001-07:00

Last night I was watching the MEGA TATLONG DEKADA. I was alone in my parents room. I really have no plans of watching that show because I'm not a big fan of Sharon Cuneta though I admit that I always enjoy watching her old movies like the Ngayon at Kailanman with Richard Gomez, perfect to be tagged as "tall, dark and handsome", and a lot old movies from her! Hmmm..infairness i enjoyed the show! Sharon revealed lot's of secrets, from her teenage life, gettin married and being a mom at a young age, having a relationship with some of the great and biggest actors in the showbiz industry after the broken marriage she had with Gabby Concepcion! I was really amazed on how she survived all those things that happened to her! Waaah...I was teary-eyed after the show. Hakhak! Ait now, im in the process of lyking Sharon Cuneta and KC amidst all their "kaartehan and kaoahan" way of talking and treating other people.

CSP vs BSN (Basketball Men)...

2008-09-19T06:35:00.000-07:00

Waaaah! Grabe naman jed to ganiha bah! CSP vs BSN sa basketball! Namalat ko dotz, nahutdan ko ug tingog! Anyway, asteeg kaau ang dula nila, close jud kaau ang fight! Ug siyempre dili ko mopost dri kung dili ang amo department ang nakadaug! haha! CSP rocks my night jud, they gave justice sa amo mga tingog, nga as in to the max ang mga syageeet, cheeeers! Bibo jud xa, bawsanay ug kantyaw bayeet! (ni tigbabaw jud ang scandal ug low (ost sa scandal)! haha..para sa mga Nursing!) Speechless ang mga gwapa dotz! Nice..nice! Championship pa ugma..la ko kasaud kung kinsa ang kalaban sa amo dept. pero for sure present na pud me para mocheer sa among bet! (Infairness na satisfied ko sa among University Week karon! Way pagmahay!) Yeah! Hail yeah Computer Studies Program, go for the GOLD! \rock on/! :)

LAYOUTS by Ducheszv (Ftalk Moderator)

2008-09-18T07:43:00.000-07:00

Ducheszv Villanueva

Here's a new layouts from Ducheszv, the very friendly moderator of Ftalk (Friendstertalk). I wanna thank her for letting me to post her works here in my blog!

•RAP SPACEMAN•

http://h1.ripway.com/duchessvillanueva/rapspaceman.css

•BLUE PHOENIX•

http://h1.ripway.com/duchessvillanueva/bluephoenix.css

•PATCH ME UP•

http://www.geocities.com/duchesz/patchmeup.css

•HIPHOP [FOR MEN]•

http://www.geocities.com/duchesz/hiphop.swf

>> USE THE JS LINKER PLOX

• How to use?

Copy the link provided and generate it here!

for CSS layies:

http://jsesbreno.googlepages.com/Darylldelfin.htm

for JS layies:

http://jsesbreno.googlepages.com/Darylldelfin.html

Credits again to Ducheszv Villanueva for the cool lay-outs! :)

Sht!!! %$#@@@&^%$$$#%

2008-09-15T02:08:00.000-07:00

Damn! I'm bored! EeeerrrR!!!!!

summer sucks..!

2008-03-05T21:34:00.000-08:00

Huhu..this is d reason why i don't wanna end the cLasses, yet..! Bet, i'Ll be missing these peopLe...!! crushness jud nako ang ngcap..huhu..!

Signatures :)

2008-02-26T02:12:00.000-08:00

made by Me..xD

my opm siggy (made by miss Pauline of Ftalk)

I am an Ftalk addict..

my eod siggy ( made by Irish22 of Ftalk)

my butuanon.net siggy (jeez i forgot her name :(..)

UNSAID FEELINGS..:(

2008-02-13T01:08:00.000-08:00

SINCE I GAVE YOU UP I'VE BEEN lonely. But I have to hide my feeLings I have to be strong 'coz I know I have to do this on my own. I'm sorry I had to let you go my baby but that doesn't mean I don't love you anymore. One day my hurting will end along with the longing. One day I'll stop crying. One day I'll have peace of mind. One day I'll smile again. One day I'll fall asleep and have sweet dreams. One day I'll move on. One day I'll be able to face you and your new love with a smile 'coz I know someone will take care of my teddy bear. I just hope she knows how lucky she is to have found you. I'm sorry for being the one to break your heart. I'm sorry for taking you for granted. I'm sorry for not paying attention. I'm sorry for being selfish. I'm sorry for making you cry. I'm sorry for not sharing my past. I'm sorry for not keeping my promise. I pray to God that one day you'll forgive me for what I've done for I know there are no second chances. Thank you for the care and understanding. Thank you for the lessons (about life). Thank you for holding my hand when I'm scared. Thank you for the years of love. Thank you for the memories. I will always keep them in my pocket. People around me so strong man. If they only knew that every night my walls hear pieces of my broken heart crashing on the floor. I miss yor smell, I miss your kiss, I miss your smile, I miss your touch. I miss the way you look at me...Forgive me for holding on. I should've listened to you. Now, I'm more lost because I let you go. Don't get me wrong, I'm not telling you this to win you back. I just want you to know what I feel inside and I know you're happy. Just please let me hug you one last time before I finally say goodbye.

2008-01-24T00:10:00.001-08:00

I super dooper Lurve mah siggy...thanks to miss pauline of Ftalk coz she's the one who made this..There's a thread there where you can request for animated siggies, avatars,link buttons,banners, etc., I also have my animated avie made by miszfaith of Ftalk,ofcourse..hehe,..basta that's it..thanks a lot to all the people of ftalk...!!=)

LOW SELF-ESTEEM...

2008-01-14T02:25:00.000-08:00

As we go through life, we record our memories and our interpretations, though not necessarily the facts surrounding those memories. From these countless recollections, we have the makings of a movie of our life. Jane thinks in much the same way a VCR works -- it rewinds and replays past events. This analogy can help explain how she has formed her views of herself, and how that view is the basis for her behavior.

Families and their environments:

A child's view of herself begins to form as soon as the child is born. Based on the things she is told, the specific situations she experiences, and how she is treated, a picture of her "self" evolves. If she is praised and encouraged, she likely begins to develop healthy self-esteem: if, however, she is consistently criticized, ridiculed, or told she can't do things right, she begins to question her competency and adequacy If her feelings are ignored she begins to feel unimportant; if she is shamed, she starts to feel unworthy.

Jane was raised in an environment that caused her to doubt her adequacy and her competence when she was just a child. Discouraging remarks, ridicule, and criticism set the stage for the movie of her life in which the stinging bite of her parents' disapproval remained a key influence. Desperately needing their support and affirmation, Jane struggled to prove her self-worth by excelling in music, sports, and scholastics, but experienced countless situations that told her she was not good enough. The scars remain and now, still confused and filled with doubt, she continues to evaluate herself on the basis of these numerous past incidents, especially when she again receives criticism.

People with low self-esteem have believed the worst about themselves so strongly and for so long that they readily discard any feedback that contradicts their belief. They are unable to trust compliments and praise and often unknowingly twist such comments to mean the opposite. Overly self-conscious, they are easily embarrassed when they are the center of attention.

When those with low self-esteem are told that their process of self-evaluation is unrealistically negative and inaccurate, they do not believe it. When they are reminded of other information that contradicts their negative view, they find a way to discount that information; the suggestion that the way they judge themselves might be incorrect is difficult for them to digest. How can they contemplate that the view they have of themselves might not be true, a view upon which they have based their lives? To consider that he has been incorrect all these years is equivalent to asking a religious person to question the tenets that are the foundation for his life, or proposing to a staunch, politically active Democrat that she become a Republican: This recommendation is beyond consideration. Suggesting to the person with LSE that she has based her life decisions on distorted interpretations is equally incomprehensible. This is the enduring and unyielding nature of the dysfunction of low self-esteem.

Who suffers from low self-esteem?

We may think that those who have LSE are the down-and-out, unsuccessful in their careers and their relationships. This is not necessarily true for people with low self-esteem are present in all walks of life. They are executives, professionals, entrepreneurs, laborers, skilled workers, teachers, clerks, hair dressers, in fact, people from all occupations. They are highly educated and minimally educated. They are male and female, old and young, wealthy and poor; single, coupled, and divorced; they are of all nationalities. They include the religious, the atheist, and the agnostic. They reside in cities, in suburbs, and in rural areas. Some seek therapy; some do not. Some are aware they have low self-esteem; many are not.

Recovery

While our situations in life vary, we each have the capacity to alter the course of our lives. We have the ability to become the captain of our own ship, the person who controls the transitions in our lives. We can take steps that will result in restored hope, stimulated motivation, and renewed confidence: steps that will guarantee a fresh outlook for the future and a new outcome for our lives. We can attain skills not yet mastered; we can learn to face our fears; we can set fresh, fulfilling goals and acquire the means to reach those goals. We do not have to continue being held captive by the chain of low self-esteem.

What is required is a desire to change, a longing and willingness to put focused energy into recovering from the devastating effects of LSE. Some will see this need to change as a challenge, a roadblock that impedes their movement but one they can dislodge; for others, this need to change will represent an insurmountable blockade. In truth, we all have the capacity to change if we want it badly enough. It is a choice. Those who do not opt to work toward change will once again be choosing self-defeating behaviors over those that can enhance and better their lives; they will be choosing to remain stifled, enslaved, and miserable. Those who choose to work at improving their lives, who actively work at improving their self-esteem, will reap the rewards; each step towards recovery will break one link in the chain of low self-esteem.

Spring WaLtz addict..!..

2008-01-10T19:39:00.000-08:00

nyahaha..super cute...=)

DanieL's presence can meLt every girL's heart..wew!!

Gorgeous Seo Do-young

oh my..they're so cute..=) or shaLl i say it's DanieL..hehe

Seo D0-young looks like Jenny (Autumn tale) here.

2 hot men in their own way..!!

Serious type persona of Jae- Hae.

Jae-Hae's cover aLbum.

Do they Look good together?? hmmmpff...

2008-01-03T01:43:00.001-08:00

Ayan may big four na..sina Ruben, WiLl, Riza and Gaby. Ang titibay taLaga ng apat na housemates na'to. Hindi nagpatinag sa ibang mga housemates.

2008-01-01T01:02:00.000-08:00

hmmm....what the heck????

the heLl i care with these peopLe???

hehehe...they're mah friends...=)

chuck...me and pingping...=)

PiN ButTonS..

2007-12-12T22:14:00.000-08:00

Aren't they cute??? hmmm..
nyahahaha...

Jessica Alba's a Mama-to-be..

2007-12-12T21:19:00.000-08:00

Los Angeles (E! Online) - Jessica Alba and boyfriend Cash Warren will soon be a fantastic three.

The couple is expecting their first child together in late spring or early summer, Alba's rep Brad Cafarelli confirmed Wednesday.

People was first to report news of the pregnancy.

Alba, 26, and Warren, the 28-year-old son of former Hill Street Blues star Michael Warren, have dated on and off since the fall of 2004, after meeting on the set of The Fantastic Four, in which she starred and he worked as a director's assistant.

So far, there's no word on how the impending addition may affect Alba's upcoming production schedule.

She recently wrapped filming on The Love Guru, opposite Mike Myers and Justin Timberlake, and is attached to star in the long delayed Sin City sequel.

She'll also be seen in the horror film The Eye, slated for release Feb. 1.

Alba also recently confirmed she was in talks to make her Broadway debut in a revival of David Mamet's Speed-the-Plow, playing the role originated by Madonna in the 1988 production.

"Well, there's a rumor. Yeah, I've been asked to do it," she said last month on Live with Regis and Kelly.

"But this is just talk. It's not really happening yet," she added.

At the time, Alba said that taking the role next summer might work out to be "perfect timing," should a potential strike by the Screen Actors Guild become a reality in June.

Now, it looks like said strike might coincide with her maternity leave instead.

The GoLden Compass

2007-12-12T18:47:00.000-08:00

Who's in It: Nicole Kidman, Daniel Craig, Dakota Blue Richards, Ben Walker, Eva Green, Sam Elliott, Christopher Lee, and the voices of Freddie Highmore, Ian McKellen, Ian McShane, Kristin Scott Thomas, Kathy Bates

The Basics: A headstrong young girl named Lyra (newcomer Richards) holds the keys to the upcoming battle between worldwide oppression and … um … dust. OK, they don't explain the significance of the dust exactly, except that all matter seems to come from it, and the "Magisterium" (this story's stand-in for the Church) hates it when people talk about it and would like to outlaw any acknowledgment of its existence. The girl gets involved with a truth-telling compass, an alcoholic warrior bear, some traveling Romany-ish folks, a child-theft conspiracy led by Kidman, spirit-guide animals and a gang of foxy witches. Look, it all makes sense when you watch it.

What's the Deal? The three most recent Star Wars movies wish they were as much wildly imaginative fun as this is. It moves at a land-speed-record pace, which might bug some people, because you never really get time to breathe (it's in that much of a crazy fire-engine hurry), but that's because they've got a lot of stuff to pack in. And the character of Lyra is as emotionally involving as Luke Skywalker and Frodo. No, I don't think that's an exaggeration, so save your e-mails.

Why Aren't There Awards for Voice Casts? Because McKellen as the armored-covered warrior bear Iorek Byrnison makes you wish you could have your own armor-covered warrior bear guarding your back. He makes this CG animal majestic and troubled and brave and moving. That's deserving of some sort of prize. Cookie bouquet. Something.

Sometimes Botox Isn't All Bad: I saw this ad for Botox recently and its new tagline is "express yourself," which is pretty funny considering that injecting it into your head makes you look like you've been cryogenically frozen. And although I have no hardcore evidence that Kidman is addicted to the stuff, I think we can all agree that her face looks a little different than it used to. Here, her recently acquired facial immobility (she is able to move her eyebrows though — I paid attention) really works for her character, upping the icy, creepy evil she wants to project. As usual, she's on point.

Note to Atheists: It might be subtextually anti-organized religion and, thematically, the flipside of the Narnia coin, but it exists in a magical spiritual world all the same, one where souls are real and locked in battle with evil forces. So just because the hard-core religious people will protest it, don't think this movie is some kind of answer to your prayers.

UNREST Movie..

2007-12-12T02:38:00.000-08:00

(from l-r):
Scot Davis as Brian
Joshua Alba as Carlos
Corrie English as Allison

UNREST CAST..

Med student Alison Blanchard, while taking a Gross Anatomy class, is assigned to dissect the body of a prostitute. She and her lab partners, Brian, Carlos, and Rick, start having feelings that something is wrong about this body. Disregarded by her professor and therapist as just having the "jitters," Alison is unable to let go of the sense that something is wrong. She starts to research where the body came from and what happened to this "prostitute." People who touched the body start mysteriously dying so the race is on for Alison and her new love, Brian, to put this body to rest. They find out the body was actually an archeologist who uncovered the bodies of 50,000 people in Brazil. The bodies had been sacrificed to the Aztec God of fertility, sex, and birth. The archeologist, possessed, became a prostitute and started murdering men to "rid them of their filth" before killing herself. Alison and Brian have to put her spirit and the spirits of those sacrificed to rest to free the med school of the rage unleashed at the desecration of her body.

30 days of nights movie..

2007-12-12T02:21:00.000-08:00

Who's in It: Josh Hartnett, Melissa George, Ben Foster, Danny Huston

The Basics: In Barrow, Alaska, the sun sets for a month once a year. Then come the vampires. They chase and eat people for 30 days while the town's sheriff, his estranged wife and some other soon-to-be-midnight-snacks hide and pause the film to have boring conversations.

What's the Deal? In a way, this movie is like 28 Days Later and the Dawn of the Dead remake in that it takes a monster whose habits you think you know well and turns those habits upside down. These are very modern vampires: Gone are the Anne Rice sexual overtones, gone is the slow seduction, gone is the foppishness. These are monsters who act more like werewolves or crazed zombies than traditional vampires, so you get that jolt of newness. It's also wildly violent and splattery when the vampires are feeding — so more points for that. But it's not scary at all, so that's kind of a drag.

Who's Good: Huston, as the leader of the vampires, is nicely creepy. And Foster, as a stranger who warns of the vampire's arrival, has found his acting niche — being a weirdo freak everywhere he goes (see 3:10 to Yuma and Alpha Dog for more proof).

Why It Sort of Still Fails: It wants to be hard and smack you in the face with its ferocity, but it also wants you to care about the people in the town. And you can see Hartnett trying to carry it along. But even with one interesting twist thrown in, the humans are the least compelling part of the movie.

Who'll Like It Anyway: Gore enthusiasts like me who forgive horror films for not being terrifying as long as there are a lot of beheadings; vampire fetishists not hung up on tradition; horror fans who're bored with the Saw movies.

Cutting cLasses..

2007-12-12T01:52:00.000-08:00

Sheeeett...nagcut cLasses na pud ko..!huhu, cge na Lang, nakonsensya na jud ko bah..di man jud mapugngan ui..kaw daw Librehon ka ug tan-aw ug sine diLi baka mosugot..fuck, patay na pud ko ani sa ako mga instructor uLaw ra ba jud perme tawagon imo name taz paduoLon ka sa iyaha taz warningan ka infront pa jud sa imo mga kLasmeyts..anemik, uLaw kaayo na ui..! Saunz, deserve man pud nako.. Lente man jud ko bah..haha!! As in grabe, karon Lang jud nga adLaw duha ka movies amo kitan-aw..and worth it kaayo kay nice man pud xa nga mga movie..Mingaw Lang jud sa suLod sa sinehan kay gamay ra me nanan-aw..sa una nga movie murag Less than 20 ug more than 10 ra me mga viewers..kami ra jud cige ug syagit murag kami ra ang nanan-aw vah..haha! Sa ikaduha murag bentaha na kay diLi namn namo maihap sa ako kauban ang mga nanan-aw..grabe pud kaayo ka suspense ui..as in..kanang serious na kaayu mo bah taz mokaLit ra ka ug kakurat..haha, kung piktyuran cguro ka nho na ngiL-ad jud ciguro ang resuLta sa imo pic..wahahaha!!!

Rivermaya's newest member=)

2007-12-11T00:50:00.000-08:00

Jayson Fernandez, the newest member of the band Rivermaya..mas gwapo xa kay Rico Blanco ang dating vocalist ng banda..wild card lang xa sa contest..dahil maganda ang pagkakanta niya sa hit song ng banda na HIMALA xa na ang pinili ng mga judges..=)

APOCALYPTO

2007-12-10T20:11:00.000-08:00

Apocalypto is a gorgeous film. The sets, CGI, cinematography, costumes, and make-up are first rate, vividly recapturing the heydays of the Mayans. The acting from Rudy Youngblood as the film’s hero on down to the shrieking mother-in-law men might well relate to is, without question, spot-on. Even Mel Gibson’s decision to go with the Yucatec language, which necessitated the use of subtitles, works perfectly within the confines of the film. However, a beautifully crafted production and tremendous performances can’t disguise the fact this is one of the most disgustingly violent, pointless pieces of ‘art’ in decades.

Gibson’s fascination with seeing almost naked men tortured continues with Apocalypto. But while Braveheart and Passion of The Christ had the benefit of an interesting story to go along with the bloodshed, Apocalypto appears to be all about showcasing violence for violence’s sake. Only by reading the film’s production notes did I get any sense of what Gibson and co-writer Farhad Safinia were trying to get across to audiences. However, moviegoers watching one brutally violent death after another aren’t going to have the benefit of referring to notes. Gibson’s goal may have been to relate the collapse of the ancient Mayan civilization with the corruption and chaos of our modern world, but that’s not how Apocalypto plays out. Gibson’s aim is way off target and what’s laid out on the screen becomes a bloody blur of maiming, torturing, and killing, seemingly without end and mostly without meaning.

The film opens with a small group of 16th century Mayans celebrating the kill of a tapir by distributing the innards to members of the hunting group. One of the film’s only light moments comes during this opening scene when a member of the happy hunting party is tricked into eating the testicles so that he might finally be able to impregnate his wife.